神的玩笑

有時都覺得神做D野出人意料、又幾好笑。話說一晚我心情極down 在昏暗的街燈、陪著肅殺的秋風走去中大團契，心裡在問: 神啊、究竟我系度攪什麼? 怎麼像是混混的過了三個月。怎料想當晚是福音週，有兩個新朋友，而食飯後就更同一個新朋友做了決志祈禱。之後不禁在想，就算在學業和事業上一事無成，總積了些分在天上擺。

無題

每日都在想，神叫我回來香港，是為了什麼，是為了個什麼什麼死人學位麼？
嘴邊總掛上了幾個堂皇理由，最動聽的便是為神裝備自己。但到頭來可能只是一箱情願，人總愛一箱情願的堅持某信念，但到頭來全不是這麼一回事。
We read the world wrong and say that it deceives us，by 泰戈爾,

還是

神始終的作為，人不能參透…神這樣行、是要人在他面前全敬畏的心” by傳道書。

現在感覺是像在攀石，苦苦支撐著，放手便跌回原處，放手的理由是以後不用辛苦，不放手的理由是都已經攀了一半。能爭扎下去，多倫多的弟兄姐妹支持了不少。在離開多倫多時前一個月是最開心的，他們祝福的情景，仍在心裡。

just make me mad

now i am worrying about my application of Mphil. MPhil is a degree one grade lower than PhD. if i want to apply it , i should start my proposal now , but first of all i should get close with my professors and see wheither they will accept me as their students or not. However, i can't directly ask they , "will u accept me?", so i need to think of a good talking skill. u know, I hate to make personal connection. please pray for me this item

the left one is one of my TA, she is nice . this Friday i have to hand in one assignment to her so no play this week. the middle one is a exchanged student from Korea, I have learned two Korean from her, first is " i don't know Korean", the second is "don't touch me". the way she learn name of Chinese food is so funny. she doesn't need a note book , i pronounce the Chinese name near the camera. she uses her digital camera to capture the image and my sound with the vedia function. the right one is Professor Jordon. I know him at York!!, i am surprise that when i saw him in HK . he is teaching my program, but i have not taken his class.